Freaks & Geeks getup

 

 

 

This jacket always makes me feel like I'm Lindsay Weir and the day I wore this outfit (continuing on to today) I've been feeling like a burnout. Being unemployed (yet again..) sucks. I've gotten into this slump where all I do is stay at home searching eBay for amazing finds, eating cheese sandwiches and watching trashy tv shows online. And putting this dress on made me see how much weight I've gained in the time I've been home. I feel too depressed to go outside and be active so I stay couped up inside eating and wearing tracksuit pants and then when I realize what I'm doing I think 'Dita Von Teese would be disgusted that i even own tracksuit pants. WHAT AM I DOING WITH MYSELF?!'. But then I get distracted and do some housework and go back about my day. I need to get my ass into gear and become a sz 16/18 again not a sz 20/22. I have fabulous dresses that are waiting to be worn on my old body goddamnit!


Jacket: Cotton On (from over 5 years ago)
Dress: Forever 21 via eBay
Necklace: By the wonderful Natalie Perkins via Fancy Lady Industries

OOTD - Waste of an outfit

Ugh. I was meant to go somewhere and plans were cancelled at the last minute so I was left sitting at home dressed up and bored, BUT I did find a tripod in the house that I forgot we had, so that means... PROPER OUTFIT POSTS! haha Im still pretty crap at this and don't really have much room in the house to actually take pictures, so my cramped little bedroom will have to do for now.

I hate that damn Keep Calm & Carry On poster my mum put up in my room while Sam and I were still in Newport. I need to hang up all my pictures so these walls aren't so bare.

I'm so boring when it comes to my everyday make up especially now that I'm growing out my brows to make them thicker and longer. Lesson learnt. Never over pluck again!

Top: Cotton On
Skirt: Thrifted
Belt: Thrifted

#2

2011 in images (and then text, coz thats how I roll.)

 

Sams birthday

 Valentines day/learning to love my ass

My cousins engagement

 changing my hair for the billionth time

 Seeing my fave band ever

 Hating my job, but dressing cute to make up for it

 Meeting my new best friend and going on mad adventures

Seeing the Horrorpops and feeling like the biggest babe

I got tattooed

I met Steve-O. UNFF

We went to Slutwalk Melbourne

I started feeling cool

Having DIY dates at Rooftop Bar with my main lady

Celebrating Kristinas birthday with babes and getting drunk for the first time ever.

Moving house

Having awesome sleepy fun times with Kitengi

Going to Kristinas formal and being the baddest bitches there.

 Searching for a new job in my fave shoes

Having my first super fun clubbing expreience.

 Changing my hair for the last time in 2011

New Years kisses with the best boyfriend in the world.

All in all 2011 was a relatively decent year. I dont like saying a certain year was better than any other because each year bad things happen and each year some awesome shit happens that makes you love life all over again. In 2011 I had a job within the government. It was the worst job I've ever had. I hated everyone there but was only doing it so I could get a better job after my contract ended. It was a waste of time. I hung out with so many babes I met on Tumblr and became penpals with a few of them and just generally met some awesome ladies. I rekindled old friendships with hope of being able to be friends again but it turns out most people havent changed and we were all just not moving at the same pace mentally. I turned 21 and had a massive family celebration and then I went to see Thy Art Is Murder with my friends and they gave me a massive shout out for my birthday and everyone highfived me. It was friggen awesome! It was also my 3 year anniversary with Sam. We didnt really do anything that romantic or memorable (I infact broke down that evening and we drove to my parents place the next day. Thats what depression does to you.), but we're going to have a fun & romantic day of lovin soon. This festive season screwed us over a bit this year financially which sucks. My depression remained consistant and then got much worse after I finished my job. I decided a career path which I had been setting aside since I had a bad experience with it in early high school. I'll be studying hairdressing in 2012 and will become a master colourist by the end of it all, so help me god! 2012 holds so much positivity and great experiences, I just cant wait to start getting into it already.

xx